Never Chose
You ever felt like you was the best fruit in the Grocery store but always pick over and never chose or the best singer in the Group but always looked over to be the lead singer and never chose or the best actor for a movie with real years experience for the role but you get skipped over every time and never chose or the best player for the Team but awarded to job of riding the bench and never chose to play in a Game or the smartest person to answer a Question but every time you get brushed over for the popular pick with your hand held high but never get chose or a Dog wanting deep in your Heart to be with a loving family and live in a loving household but you put on your best moves and end up never chose.I can go on and on about different situation about people being looked over undervalue or underappreciated ect but this story is seriously about me and the many years ive been putting myself on the internet through the platforms of different penpal sites promising to help me get connected to friendships in the outside world. I mean you lay back in your cell as days go by then weeks then months hoping somebody would pick you and shine just a little bit of light into some of your darkest days of being in prison so you reach higher and become christian but never get chose by a Christian so once again you end up being never choose and if I can be 100% honest it do start to mess wit your pride and it do start to mess with your confident and it do start to make you think whats wrong with me but the one thing that keep me going is that fire that burns inside me that says to every rainy day its always a sunny day and to every problem theirs a solutions and to every prayer theirs a answer.So I’m trying this thing again with a new company with a new purpose more 2 us didnt charge me for this ad they did it for free because they no its more to us priosners then most of the time what you can see on the outside or read about in our crimes if you are reading this and wondering what you can do to help choose me something special so I can put a end to never being chose………………………
